So of of you guys have done the whole list of things you may or may not know about you, so here is mine because i do not want to work today.

1. I was thinking about this list the whole time I was on lunch, and now I don't know where to start

2. I think I am the ugly duckling in my family

3 I have very strange dreams often. I wake Will up almost every night that I am there because of them

4 I think I am too hard on my daughter because I feel like she should know better

5 i think my mom is very mean sometimes

6 my mother obviously shows favortism to my brothers, and it's very hurtful

7 i think i am too obsorbed in my relationships, and always have been

8 in the past i have tried to convince myself that i loved men who were not good for me because i did not think i deserved anyone better.

9 i still feel that way

10 it bothers me that Will has not asked me to move in with him and that things are progressing so slowly

11 i think it would be a terrible inconvenience to move in with Will because he lives half an hour away from maks school, and ballet

12 i hate having to get up and go to work every morning, but i hate sitting at home

13 i am terrible with managing my money

14 i don't think Will finds me attractive because he never compliments me

15 i think i'm getting sick

16 i have an IQ of 152

17 i am proud of that because i feel like that's all i have

18 i really miss smoking pot sometimes

19 i really enjoy smoking cigarettes

20 my grandmother had cancer due to smoking, i had to suction the mucus from her lungs

21 that only made me smoke more

22 sometimes i wish will still smoked so that it would be more convenient for me, and i would be able to smoke in his house

23 everyone around me is having a baby, and I want another one so badly

24 Will does not even want to think about having a kid until he is 30, and even then i don't know if he really wants one

25 i know without a shadow of doubt that i want to marry will

26 i think he has a lot of reservations about even thinking about marriage

27 i was never in love with my ex husband

28 i was looking for a reason to dump him when i found out i was pregnant

29 i have always been very jealous of my brother PJ because everyone liked him a lot more than they liked me

30 it's a lot harder to come up with 101 things than i thought it would be

31 everything i own is in boxes in Wills garage because my mother doesn't have enough room in her house for any of my belongings...but there's enough room for everyone elses

32 i am a pushover that will take just about anything before finally taking too much. this usually takes years of putting up with a lot

33 i blame myself for all of my failed relationships, because i feel that if i would have tried harder, than those men would have cared enough to try a little

34 when i babysat for my uncles kids, he paid me $6 and hour, plus a bag of pot. when i quit smoking pot, i felt like i should have gotten a raise

35 i am a very picky eater

36 i hate wearing office clothes

37 in a perfect world, i could wear jeans and a hoodie every day

38 i read a lot. between one and two books every week

39 i LOVE sudoku

40 I was supposed to have a meeting with the VP this morning. it was pushed back until "later." i am completely unprepared for it

41 i am a total nerd.

42 i love math and science

43 if i don't understand a concept immediately, i feel completely incompetant

44 i only have 2 hours left of work for the day, but am tempted to ask to leave early because i don't feel well, even though i don't feel that bad

45 i am paranoid about being late

46 Will is the first person i have ever dated that i thought would break up with me, and that scares me

47 i have never been dumped

48 i have always been able to get any guy i wanted, but then i didn't want them after a month or so

49 it took 2 months of dating Will before i realized I was in love with him

50 every other guy there was that immediate spark that would fizzle quickly

51 even though i slack a lot, i feel like i deserve a raise because i do this job better than anyone who has previously held this position

52 this list is making me feel kind of sad and pathetic about my life

53 I am very proud of my daughter, and feel that all of her good attributes are because of me, and not scott

54 when i try to talk to my mother about my day, very often she interupts to tell me about her day, or sometimes she just walks away, as if anything i say has no impotance

55 my inbox is full because the last week i have been really busy, and now that i have time to catch up on really important work, i am slacking off

56 people disliked me in high school because i was "too happy"

57 i was in a math class with will my junior year, and do not remember him in that class

58 i don't remember much about anything in high school

59 i made an exboyfriend crash his car by giving him road head

60 i like rubber band balls

61 i hate the way my voice sounds on the phone, but i think i do a good job singing karaoke

62 i hate when guys wear their hats crooked

63 i hate when anything is crooked, and feel that all things should be symetrical

64 i use highlighters on a daily basis

65 there are a lot of times that i miss bartending for numerous reasons. the constant cash flow, the constant socialization, and i loved creating drinks

66 for the past several months i have had the strong desire to get drunk

67 i am going to try really hard to not work for the rest of the day

68 i feel guilty that Makenzie has to grow up with divorced parents

69 I fear that Will does not see our relationship to be as important as I do, although he has done nothing to make me feel that way

70 i usually have a new best friend every year

71 I just overheard the VP saying that he has to leave in 5 minutes. that makes me very happy because that means the meeting will not happen today

Thats all for now