Thursday, January 24, 2008

question for you all

Ok, so I have a question. I'm really not sure what to do about something that happened last night. tell me what you guys would do.

Last night i was checking my email, and an ex pops up on my messenger and says hi. i say hi, we still chat sometimes. then he tells me he misses me, and he still loves me, and he wishes that he could still have me in his life. He knows all about Will. he says he's happy that I have him in my life, but that he regrets losing me. I tell him that I'm totally devoted to Will, and that what he's doing is inapporpriate, and that dredging up the past is pointless, because it's the past. the thing is, that he's friends with my mom, so there are times that I have to hang out with him and such. Will knows about my past with him, and he's uncomfortable about him to begin with, but he doesn't throw a fit or anything when I go to his house with ma (she doesn't wanna go alone, cause she's not very social, so she'll only go to his get togethers if I go with her.)

So the question is, do I tell Will about the conversation last night, or do I just let it go. I don't want him to feel like i'm hiding anything from him, but at the same time, i really don't see how telling him will make anything better either. grrrr. what do you think?

Wednesday, January 9, 2008

So the year is off to a pretty good start. Things are still going great with Will, and i think i'm starting to calm down a little with the whole freaking out about everything that's going on in his head and trying to speed up the relationship process. The way i see it is that everything is perfect the way it is, so why mess with a good thing. Things are becoming normal with Seton in the house. It's gonna be a little difficult adjusting to anyone new moving in, but she's fitting right in to our home. I have a new boss here at work, well, actually my boss has a new boss. She's not really happy with that, and is kind of freaking out, and work has been WAY busy, but it makes the day go by.

So i've been working on getting my finances in order, and it's going really well. the way ii have it figured, i will be totally debt free (car excluded) by the end of march. That's not too bad considering i was in the hole $5000 in mid december. then i'll be able to pay more to my car and a savings account so my car will be paid off 2 years early, and i'll have a bunch of money banked for whatever comes next (house, wedding perhaps, lol.)

I guess that's all the new developments in the new year.